你的喜帖是我的请帖 Don't expect this to be an interesting post though...its 546am in the morning and i just using my very very very not clear state of mind to blog HAHAHAHA!! Well alot of things had happened in this one week, happy stuffs, worrying stuffs, and heartbreaking news.
Firstly, i never did once thought you will become like this you know. To be honest, i was shock and disappointed. I don't know how to express this feeling, is like you totally changed into someone i don't know over a night. I never imagine you will do this type of things. Suddenly like wah wth is that you know...Haiz~~Just like HE said, ya i am responsible for this too. I really really seriously regretted about that problem. If i ignore in the first place maybe this all would be different now, maybe there won't be any troubles and everyone will just get along well. I'm sorry for that.
Next, ah that news...yes i cried again, freaking hate it, when did i become such a cry baby last time i also never cry so much for uhm...now lol. Well, you won't know how much tears i did shed for you but at least you know how much i do smile for you and for that its enough le ba ^^ I said before i know this is a history that repeats and i clearly know i will be in the same situation as before but still, stubbornly i took the same old steps. Because for at least 1% i thought this will be different from the past but well the 99% proved me wrong. 我害怕你心碎没人在你身边 that why i cried that badly that time...haiz~~but whatever, your happiness is the most important thingy. because, 你真的值得好好被人珍惜，只可惜那个人不是我而已. Please please be happy forever, girl please love him forever ^^
Tears just flooded my eyes when i finished typing...
